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rambling about psychs 

From everything we've seen, psychs' whole goal is to "fix" people by making them "normal".

They don't care if you're fine, if you're different that's a Disorder to be Cured i.e. ripped out of you.

Sure, I'm sure some psychs wouldn't do that for SOME "disorders"
just autistic? you're probably safe
plural? that's /decidedly/ iffier.

but we basically only hear of, say, schizophrenia as a bad thing

now, we don't really know what schizophrenia even /is/
(a lot of what we hear sounds like it's often just plurality?)

but everyone treats it as Inherently Bad, something to be eliminated, even if you're fine with being that way.

(slight tangent, but even if you're not fine with it, if you've got headmates, they deserve a say too.)

rambling about psychs, institutional pluralmisia 

We're still afraid of some psych getting wind of our plurality (say, if we go to get ADHD meds), and reporting us and getting us locked in a mental institution for schizophrenia or whatever.

Where they can beat us down and try to slowly kill me, kill everyone who's not Frost.

schizophrenia talk, re: 

@Ylfingr Schizophrenia gets depicted like plurality in media frequently and the term literally means "Split Mind", but as we can tell you with the experience of being unable to be fully sure if everything we're experiencing is real outside of explicitly being told that one thing we're sensing doesn't exist or coming off of an episode where Trent Reznor is sending messages in his music or one of us panicking about literally being a cosmic plaything, the two disorders

schizophrenia talk, re: 

@Ylfingr are very little alike with only outward presentation at most as a similarity.

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@TheTenuousOrder Oh, huh!

I wonder why they depict schizophrenia as plurality, then.

Maybe they go together sometimes? I know with Hellblade, the devs actually went and talked to people in a mental institution to get an idea of what stuff was like instead of relying purely on tropes, but I don't recall the exact "disorders" involved. It's quite possible the people they talked to were in there for plurality. (Context: Hellblade's protagonist is _clearly_ plural. The game would be awesome if it weren't for the big disclaimer at the front going "if you have stuff like this Get Help".)

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@TheTenuousOrder Also this reminds me of the whole "plurality as dissociation" nonsense, which ALSO makes absolutely no sense.

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@Ylfingr for the idea of coming together, the most I could put in favour of that is that co-morbid issues have a chance of causing psychotic episodes from stress or depression even, or push someone into coping by bringing someone else in as a plural system, or both; and well, considering we have most of our childhood we can't remember all the way up to 2017, and dissociation when something's getting painful for us still, there's very much a possible element there.

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@TheTenuousOrder I also wonder if another possible route is "hallucination voice shows up, you start talking to them, they grow into a headmate".

rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr schizophrenia very distinctly is not plurality there is a long history there yes schizophrenia literally means "split mind" but that's awkwardly meant to refer to splitting from reality as in psychosis i see too many people refer to the two interchangeably and it infuriates me when it keeps coming up the connection between the two was mistakenly made long ago by now before most people alive today were alive the two are very different in the kind of like- affect

schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@TheTenuousOrder Oh huh!

We read a blogpost once where the critter talked about their 'voices' that were pretty clearly headmates as a schizophrenia thing, so I figured it could be a schizophrenia thing.

schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr there's sometimes voices, but there's a range of psychotic symptoms and nearly none of them have any kind of affect outwards that would be mistaken for plurality- and the thing is, plurality, or... well... DID... got called schizophrenia because they assumed the alters/headmates/whatever term you want to use, were a thing that's like...
i forget the clinical name for it but it's the psychotic belief that oneself is a different person (2/3?)

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@TheTenuousOrder *blink* ...I'd say in that case you /are/ a different person?

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@TheTenuousOrder Like, all you need to be a different person is to consider yourself a different person.

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr usually a famous historical figure or other such notable figure- it's a bit hard for me to explain i'm sorry- where they completely drop the life they have and try to...
actually thinking about it i *have* heard of "DID" cases doing exactly that.
i... came in here also rambling- uh- usually, from what i recall, unlike where the headmate could theoretically front at any time, the...

i'm... not the authority in this so don't take my word

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@TheTenuousOrder 's'okay!

But yeah, that sounds pretty much like fictionkin except with historical figures (and we've heard those exist anyway, "factkin" or something)!

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr there's a way which does present like that, and this other way where it's the feeling of the inheriting of traits or that they're sort of like...

the concise, medical definition is something i can find but it's one i know you don't want

schizophrenia is largely about disorganised thought and "negative" affect where everything is muted, emotions, their physical affect, anhedonia, etc, either way

and both ways are a very weird experience

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@Ylfingr the time i was looking through nine inch nails discography because trent was leaving a message for me about the trajectory of my life at the time
the times where we weren't depressed, but completely empty of feeling in a way it's still a struggle to explain to anyone that doesn't go through the same thing, years later

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@TheTenuousOrder :blobcatheart:

huh.
makes sense!
Wasn't expecting the two different types, but it certainly explains all the conflicting information.

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@TheTenuousOrder Honestly it still feels like the 'you're a different person' type, as well as the 'voices who are headmates' type, are plurality (possibly with other stuff as well).

I bet they could take our plurality and stuff it into the schizophrenia box.

re: schizophrenia talk re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr there's a schizophrenia spectrum based on the severity and which symptoms manifest- we'd be under schizoaffective probably, as it depends on mood-

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rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr@masto.brightfur.net this is precisely why i wont tell my psychatrist ab plurality

rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr In my experience, psychs are just people with a medical degree and some expertise. That doesn't mean they're always right, and they disagree on a lot between them. I've had a few and they've all been very different.

Generally, the difference between mental health and mental illness is how their mentality affects the person, and the people around them. If it's not a problem for them, and they're not hurting anyone else, it's not mental illness.

1/2 schizophrenia info re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr schizophrenia isn't really plurality? sometimes they do hear clear, distinct voices that could be plurality (which i recall a paper on psychosis suggesting this, but of course the authors still took the usual "dissociated parts" view) but often the voice/s people hear are indistinct or muttering or incoherent or random words / phrases, and not attached to a continuous identity.

Not all schizophrenics experience voices. Delusions are also a common part of the experience and those can be incredibly distressing or dangerous to people who experience them (though not always)

Hallucinations (which can be of any sense) & delusions are called "positive symptoms" because it's an added experience most people don't have.

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2/2 schizophrenia info re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr I think about 1/4 don't experience positive symptoms at all, only "negative" symptoms (i think most schizophrenics have both?) which i understand tend to be less untreatable and much more disabling - these are all the "lacks" where people lose traits they previously had like communicative abilities, joy or emotions in general, motivation, and ability to move themselves.

(also whoops when we went to add this part we realised this was a *really* old toot lol oops, so happy to delete if you want)

re: 2/2 schizophrenia info re: rambling about psychs 

@certifiedperson Huh! Neat.

And yeah, this is one of my pinneds :3
Still really good to know though!

The "sometimes the voices are continuous people, sometimes it's random mutterings" makes sense. We actually have more or less constant indistinct noise in the back of the head ourselves, and we're not entirely sure where it comes from – our guess is just that it's leakage from headmates in the back, but who knows.

...wow, people lose things they previously had? that's /terrifying./ We always thought schizophrenia was just something you started out with.

re: 2/2 schizophrenia info re: rambling about psychs 

@Ylfingr I *think* it's common for schizophrenic folk to have traits of it growing up, and I think there's a bit of a genetic component? but it fully develops into a whole thing in typically later adolescence to late 20's.

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